I'm losing myself.

slowly but surely. i need to find what makes ME happy. i need to get over myself and forget what the world thinks. what YOU think. i keep telling people i don't care about criticism but secretly it eats away at me. i wish that i can finally find my happy place, then maybe my anxiety might go away. idk. i feel once i think of something for myself, every one else takes it away from me. people need to find there own piece of mind and stay the hell away from mine.