i’m on the fence with this.

going back to my old ways seem so easy, but yet so complicating. when i look back i can’t remember shit, and sometimes that scares me. it seems that i felt happier back then. but of course i would think this, i was always high on something. i look at my life now and i’m so happy to be alive and sober but i’m still gonna be an addict and it’s something i have to struggle with everyday of my life.