I'm losing myself.

Slowly but surely. I need to find what makes ME happy. I need to get over myself and forget what the world thinks. what YOU think. I keep telling people i don't care about criticism but secretly it eats away at me. I wish that I can finally find my happy place, then maybe my anxiety might go away. Idk. I feel once I think of something for myself, every one else takes it away from me. People need to find there own piece of mind and stay the hell away from mine.