sometimes i wonder why i'm still waiting
sometimes i'm shaking that's how you make me
sometimes i question why i'm still here
sometimes i think i'm going crazy
can you help me understand?
and now you wish that you meant something
and now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
and now you wish that you met someone
and now you wish that you meant something to somebody else

i'm so over love and trying to find it in all the wrong places and chasing after it like a lost puppy. it's time for me to turn these tables. i'm tired of having soooo much effing hope and being shot down time and time again. i'm tired of waiting forever. i'm tired.
i'm tired of being patient. i'm tired of feeling lonely. i'm tired of feeling like shit for thinking it's my fault. and constantly thinking that it's me who's doing something wrong. in the end it probably is. who cares.

and i'm the one that should mean something

but still you wish that you meant something to somebody else