Sunday, April 12, 2009

Random Update [UNO]

recent and random facts:

hola :) i'm 19. i'll be 20 in four months. kinda dreading it..we'll see. i was born in california, but i live in washington. i live sober. i love God my family and friends. i love music and shows and meeting new people. i like long drives. i'm very spontaneous but i'm afraid of unfamiliar things. i'm very bad at taking compliments. oops. i'm the one that will try and pay for anything if you'll let me. i don't like when people buy my things. i've realized that money isn't everything and it just comes and goes. i'm a bad flirt. i'm shy and i have no game. i'll basically ignore you if i think you're cute. odd. :( so you may have to be the initiator. sometimes a lot of people don't get my sense of humor and take me for an asshole. :/ so don't take me serious, but don't take me for a fool either. i can get overpassionate about stuff that really does not matter. haha. i'm currently learning to let things go, giving people time and chances, and taking chances. i'm learning things never go according to my plans so i'm trying to have a more 'come as it may' attitude. my past holds a lot of mistakes but i've seriously come a long way. i love my life♥ i'm happy. i like happy people, i like positive people, and just people in general.♥ God put us all together on this earth for a reason..think about that for a minute...i laugh a lot, and when i'm not i'll pick something small and random to laugh about. shh..just go with it :) i'm not gonna dance around it, i randomly get pretty dark and pretty brutal. i'll pick fights just because i'm bored. but if you can handle my sporadic mood swings we gon be juss fine. ha. if you piss me off, and try to turn around and be my friend; just go ahead and turn back around because you're only embarrasing yourself. i will end up deconstructing the place, rip that silly smile from your face. point out all your insecurities and make you feel like such a disgrace. k thanks. irony was my middle name..that's all fading now...i'm really missing it actually. feel free to come back anytime. sometimes i think no one will ever see things the way i do, and no one will try. prove to me i'm wrong :) i work at glow golf :D it's fun. come see me sometime, yeah?

it's almost 5 in the morning and i have no reason to sleep. i don't work today. it's easter :) and i'm not tired. i'm still sick. typical. my throat is burning up. not cool. it's getting really annoying. i've been getting a lot of headaches latley and that's annoying too. i'm 100% sure the guy i like doesn't like me back. the world is cruel. i'm being totally pessimistic but i'm only human.

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