The days go on and on...they don't end...

Going to rent Season of the Witch and Beastly from the Red Box, getting Ben & Jerry's and spending the rest of the evening doing just that; watching movies and eating ice cream. It's just one of those days. Shark week starts tonight at 9 and unfortunately I don't have cable :( Ironically it's about to be shark week for me soon which is why I've been so crabby lately. Pier 1 never called back which is also unfortunate...when does it eennnd?

Tomorrow's my 22nd Birthday and I haven't renewed my I.D. Oh well I wasn't really planning on going out anyways. Blah.

Andrea's 21st Birthday!

David playing air guitar!

Bow wow wah!

Bow Wow Wow!

David and Sweeeet Lou!

Kyle and I..I look like shit.

My, Kyle, and David...good times :)

Rock N Roll man man!

July.

Summer

Bright green trees, itchy grass, ladybugs, bright sun, warm nights, family gatherings, messy nights with friends, sun kisses, hot men with their shirts off, finding that summer crush, hot smell of the earth, water, hiking, outdoors. Life.

Halloween colors:

Black (night)

Orange (pumpkins)

Red (blood)

Green (ghouls, monsters, witches)

Brown (graveyard dirt)

Yellow (full moon & cat eyes)

Purple ('supernatural')

White (ghosts & bones)

I read that Halloween colors are what you think & feel they are.... You are the best judge of your emotions. So, I thought I would make a little dedication for Halloween since I seem to be missing it right now.

Tunes:

Iwan Rheon | Tongue Tied EP

Foals | Spanish Sahara

Devendra Banhart | 16th and Valencia

Devendra Banhart | First Song For B

CocoRosie | Undertaker

CocoRosie | Fairy Paradise

CocoRosie | Good Friday

Dead Meadow | What Needs Must Be

Birdy | Skinny Love

Gregory and the Hawk | Boats and Birds

You Me At Six | Stay With Me

Cassie Steele | Monster

Aerosmith | Dream On

Lydia | I Woke Up Near The Sea

Sky Ferreira | One

Drake | Forever (Civic Remix)

Swimming with Dolphins | Silhouettes

Jack Conte | Aphex Twin Bright Eyes Mashup

Adele | Rolling In The Deep

Efterklang | Hands Playing Butterfly

Cinematic Orchestra | To Build A Home

Beach House | Zebra

Bon Iver | The Wolves (Act I & II)

Radiohead | Videotape

Fleet Foxes | Someone You’d Admire

Goldfrapp | Eat Yourself

Claude Debussy | Clair de Lune

Sort Of | Ingrid Michaelson

Joanna Newsom | Sprout and the Bean

Le Loup | Morning Song

Michael Giacchino | The Ellie Badge

Nick Drake | From The Morning

Seabear | Softship

Half Acre | Hem

Fleet Foxes | Helplessness Blues

Going Mad!

So it seems like Mad Men is taking it's sweet ass time for it's 5th season and it's really having me go completely, well, mad! I miss the Sunday's cuddled up on the couch next to my pup drinking hot tazo passion tea and watching my most guilty pleasure. Due to the lack there of, I'm becoming obsessed with the 60's. From it's fashion, music, pop culture, and historical events. So until my show decides to make an appearance you can find me studying up! xx

Good Morning! It seems as if this is becoming a regular routine for me.

 The two best drinks in the world. V8 and coffee.

 Egg, mayo, and tomato. Heaven in a sandwich.

I'm pretty obsessed. I love everything about this movie. It's to the point where I wished that when I moved recently that I could have had an adventure like her. But of course this is real life so stuff like that doesn't happen to me. Le sigh. On a positive note: I might be her for Halloween.

 Qualified badass!

Royal BFFS necklace that Shasta and I have. Yes, it's a friendship necklace and Yes, I wear it everyday.

I'm not sorry.

Heads Will Roll.

Update:

I can be a bit stand offish when I first meet people.
I can make you feel like a stranger or like you're not even there.
Even if I've known you for years.
It's an art not a science.

I'm sort of a bitch sometimes.
I blame it on my bitch face which is permanent.
I crave a lot of attention and I'll get anxious if I don't get it.

I'm big on solitude.

I'm not so big on conformity.

I feed off my flighty impulses.

I wish some things didn't have such a hold on my heart strings.

I'm working on keeping my soul totally free.
Don't tell me what I should do with my life.
Don't tell me to behave.

I'm sort of an extremist.
I float from being extremely happy to extremely angry.

I'm a sarcastic asshole.

I usually laugh at things that most people wouldn't find funny.
I tend to say the wrong shit at the wrong time.
My mouth is constantly getting me into trouble.

I usually always have a witty comeback.

I have a morbid and twisted sense of humor.

I like having fun at other people's expense.

I like cutting people down.

I'm sometimes a boozy mess.

If I'm extremely manic then blame being on pills.
If I'm extremely lazy then blame being off pills.

I'm a very fickle, indecisive piece of shit.

A lot of people piss me off with their idiocies.

I really couldn't give a fuck what you think of me anymore.
You don't know me at all.

Eat. Shit.

"One day at a time and follow your heart" - Momma

Currently obsessing! Taste just like tomato soup!

Mexican coconut paletas. OBSESSED!! I could seriously eat too many in one day.

Interview day!

EEEEP!

I just had my interview for Pier 1 Imports! Seriously, I was nerve racked! I'm still kinda shaky and gonna be pulling my hair out for the next couple of days :/ I'm eventually getting a call back soon! But who knows if she'll hire me! I seriously could have done sooo much better. I officially hate group interviews. AAGGGH!
Going to see Thor tonight with Chris! He was all over me via text last night! I'm reeling that bitch in!! Hehe!
Have my Doctor appointment tomorrow then going to youth group tomorrow night with Shasta. I'm actually really excited to start attending church again <3 Peace man man!

xx

Just enjoyin the nice sunny weather. 

Dad and I ran some errands around town, got a Costco card and did some grocery shopping! Also, I got a call back from Pier 1 so today is fantastic!

"Memories: They come and go with the seasons that made them. They're either rememberd or forgotten. You can't deny that they've happened. They will always be apart of you in the deep crest of your aching nostalgic mind; haunting you. Nothing can take that from you. Not time nor space nor thoughtlessness." - Me

Blogging. Coffee. Youtube. Daily grind.

Tunes:

David E. Sugar - Although You May Laugh

Marina & The Diamonds | Obsessions

Kids Of 88 - Just A Little Bit

Smokey Robotic - Forever My Love

Lissy Trullie - Ready For The Floor

The Submarines - Fire

The Holidays - Broken Bones

Little Red - Chelsworth

Frightened Rabbit - Swim Until You Can’t See Land

The Drums - The Future

Beach House - Used To Be

Born Ruffians - Nova-Leigh

Ernest Ellis - Want for Anything

Air - Playground Love

Band of Horses - Dilly

Boy & Bear - Blood to Gold

Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros - 40 Day Dream

Local Natives - Who Knows Who Cares

Dappled Cities - Slow For Me, My Island

Fleetwood Mac - Dreams

The Panics - Give Me Some Good Luck

Cut Copy - Autobahn Music Box

Pinback - Non-Photo Blue

Late of the Pier - Random Firl

Holly Throsby - Making A Fire

Cut Off Your Hands - Happy As Can Be

Bon Iver - Skinny Love

foster the people pumped up kicks

The Strokes - Someday

Bjork - It's in our hands

Hung out with my Shasta bear today! It's been several month which is too long! I love that girl and missed her soo much! We stopped at the gas station for some cigarettes and a fill up. Went into Vancouver to see her new apartment, had a sushi date and finished off the night hanging out with our old pal Blair. Is the trio back together? Possibly.

"We may have our own lives and separate for a while but we always come back. The good ones always come back." -Shasta Langley

I loved her bedding. So comfy!

T-May, James, and Aaron. Old times! Old crew!

Had to borrow some movies. Excited!

I wish I just had perfect eyebrows so that I wouldn't have to do this everyday. Also longer eye lashes would be ideal :)

Just me!

Hehe! Stole Chris's candy! We went out and watched the new Transformers tonight. It was pretty good, pretty long, and pretty upsetting that Megan Fox was dismissed from this movie. Such a damn shame.

Sunny day!

 Chillin man....

Then plop.

"Have heart. Have Soul. Stay genuine." - Me

Tattoo Ideas:

Sayings:
Don't get comfortable - Brandon Heath
I am the lonewolf, go where I wanna - Kid Cudi
Forget your name, forget your fear - Stars
ASMJ: Dads initials
Dads name or autograph

Color:Wolf

Black & White:
Dream Catcher "Catch your own dreams"
Cross on left finger

I'm an old lady in an arts&crafts store. I'm knee bent in a garden. That's all you need to know.

Love this. My baby girl actually stared at the camera for a while for once. The flash scares her :(

Dad and I walked across the Washougal River Bridge today. We were on our way to get some groceries but our car broke down so we walked to Chevron instead. We got some yummy burritos and Icies. On the way back we stopped to creep on the fly fisherman for a while. Hehe.

Clouds.

Shits & Gigs.

"If you're not trying everything, doing everything, changing, shifting, riding the edge, you might as well be dead."

Can't Sleep. Mind is racing.
Mostly I keep thinking about things I wanna do. I really want to get serious about new hobbies. Lately I've been interested in new recipes and baking. Also scrapbooking and arts and crafts. I would also love to start painting again. My dad and I went to Micheal's today and I've just been super inspired lately. I told him I'm gunna start baking and he simply said: Do something. Anything.
I think he really wants me to develop hobbies so I'm not just sitting at home. I fully agree!! I'm bored as hell!! So with that being said I may have found my passion: Creating!

Also I've been doing some planting and gardening. Dad and I planted some flowers on the corner and I'm learning a lot about them. Like for instance: We've been buying annuals this whole time until we bought Lavender today and learned what the difference between annuals and perennials were. Now we know better! HAHA! We also got some lemon and lime trees. They're baby :) Dad made some pretty cool boxes to plant them in. I'll make sure to take some photos of our trees and garden flowers soon!
We also bought some more things for the house like plates, kitchen towels, candles, a bigger trash can, more table mats, grip for our fruits, mats to put our hot pots on, and I'm sure there is more. I know it all sounds trivial but it's a new addition to our home. Everything matters.
Mom is bringing the beds on Thursday I believe so we don't have to sleep on twins anymore and our bedrooms look more like, well, bedrooms. I'm excited! I asked God and everything seems to be coming along nicely. I just need to remain patient and beyond grateful when they arrive. He knows my heart.
My computer is currently in the computer hospital (Ronnie's house) I'm hoping everything is going good with it and it can be easily fixed and returned home safe and sound with all my files and photos and videos in it. Mommy misses you. So I'm currently writing with the old pen & paper until I can log this onto my blog. Back to basics.
Anyways so here is a list of things I want to do:
Make book for favorite quotes
Garden, plant
Arts, crafts, decor
Baking
Scrap booking: Family Book, Noah & Perla, Alabama Album, California Album, Friends Book, Baby Book, Certificate Book
Collages
Jewelry design
Classes such as ballet, hot yoga, zumba
**Buy Arts and Crafts supplies**
**Buy frames for my artwork**
Dad is building me a desk soon because I told him I'm turning one of the spare bedrooms into my arts and crafts room. I'm picking the room right next to mine :) I'm so pumped to get started on this new stuff! love love xx

"Find a mission, Find a purpose, Find a deeper, more uplifting way to draw breath on this planet, so that when you come to die, you won't discover that you have not lived."

Buying love.

Dear Momma, You are appreciated.

I talked to mom and we both decided that if someone asked me, "What's the one thing your mom has taught you?" My answer would simply be: To Pray. And if someone were to ask her, "What will you leave your children behind?" Her answer would be: The greatest gift on Earth; Jesus Christ.
Going into surgery I felt scared, nervous, and alone. The first thing I remembered to do was to just close my eyes and pray. It was like an on switch. It felt natural. Still, at 6:00 in the morning I was praying to be able to call my mom so that she can calm me down with prayer. If it's one thing that woman knows is how to say a good prayer <3
I've come to the conclusion that if it wasn't for my mother I probably wouldn't know Jesus like I do. Sure I used to go with Dad and Corinna in Alabama, but with my mom it's genuine and it's always been constant. For that reason alone I praise the Lord for giving me such an irreplaceable mother. xx

You're going home little one.

Waiting patiently at Chevron for Bridget's owner. Last photo of her ever!

Brand spankin new movies.