i don't know who i am and i don't know what's wrong with me but i wanted to be all the things you need.you wanna give up on me. you don't wanna believe in me anymore. well thing is, i gave up and stopped believing in myself a long time ago. but i guess it hurts so much now because i still had that hope that YOU ALWAYS would believe in me.<3333

oh gosh, i'm so tired. my eyes burn. all i want is a glass of water and some sleep.

tomorrow is day one of no smoking..

tomorrow is day one of the rest of my life :D