The world wants change. so do i. the world needs to change, but so do I; and together we cry.

..and I still believe that there is more Love than hate. there's more Heart than ache. and we are stuck in this great big world together. and I still believe that there is a lot at stake. and there's no time to wait, we can change the world if we try. we're gonna change it forever.

the cayotes are out. i'm at home watching law&order. danny and i were fixen to go to portland and listen to the maine. but we decided what the heck let's stay in lol.

i'm chasing cars around my head tonight. i'm infatuated with a boy. i'm like a dog chasing a car. i'll never catch it and i wouldn't know what to do with it if i did. story of my life right now. ha.

seriously i'm ready and super psyched for tomorrow night. it's almost here. well there almost here ha. i'm selling merch for before their eyes. it's gonna be so legit. it'll be my first time seeing the boys live. and it'll be my third time watching silverstein live. well technically my second because the last time i kinda got distracted. haha. but we don't talk about that! hopefully i'm on my best behavior this time around. ha. i'm sure i will be :/

today was chill but went soooooo slow. i missed house which is not okay.

the past two nights have been pretty interesting. haha

almost got in a fight with this one girl that has held a grudge against me since like 7th grade. that's attractive and healthy. and let's just say last night ended with cops. i won't say nothing more. lol just use your imagination and go wild.

man. i really wanna see the maine live and see the boys again. lol sitting here listening to them is sucha tease. so dumb. but of course tickets are sold out for portland and seattle. super lame. my eyes burn. wahh, wahh, wahh.