I'm right here in front of you and I can't stop sh-sh-shaking I can't stop sh-sh-shaking. come on and hold me still.

Did my heart love until now cause I feel as though I've never seen beauty till this night. I'm forever, yeah, I'm forever yours.i've come to the conclusion that i really want to be in love. i've always told my loved ones and friends that i don't want children, because i've never been to fond of kids. that it just ties me down. i always hated babysitting. i remember telling my mom and dad, "don't expect grandchildren from me, EVER!!" like seriously who says that? well apparently me....i wonder what they thought. i mean every parent wants grandchildren, right? but then i got to thinking some more after i told them this and i realized that i never want to get married. i mean why settle down right? and for the longest time i went about my life not wanting children and never wanting to get married. i've only been in love once. i think it's an amazing feeling. if it's with the right guy. but i don't know, lately i've taken a complete 180 and have been wanting to have children someday and wanting to marry the man of my dreams. i dont know what turned it around for me. but i mean i'm only 19 years old. i'm turning 20 in five months and although i may be young i think that it doesn't matter how old you are. you can still fall in love. i mean it's the greatest thing God has given us. love. i mean i think it's wonderful how these couples that have been together for over 50 years still wake up and smile at each other and still give each other butterflies. i think it's beautiful and that's what love is. being able to keep the fire alive no matter how old you are. i don't know if this is making sense to you but it's just been things i've been thinking about a lot lately :)
idk just some thought.....