Home.

I'm trying not to feel anything more than I should but there is the reality of the fact that I want to kiss you all the time and then there is the all the sweet things you say to me that make it seem so real. Like I said, "You're good." I don't want to make it any more harder for you or more complicated then it already is. I had dreamt of last night happening since we started this whole thing. Being in your home had to have been the most awkward of situations, with your cat and all the photos everywhere, but it meant that I was with you and that's all I wanted. And then you kissed me and that's really all I wanted and you felt so right, everything just feels so right when we're in the moment. But then everything felt so wrong because what we're doing is technically wrong and you had church in the morning which made it even more wrong. I don't know, I haven't felt this way about anyone in so long, not even with the love of my life anymore. It's just you. Like I said, you have this affect on me and that's hard to do so congratulations. I usually just write people off but with you, I let you in and man did you barge right in. I don't know what's going to happen with us or with you and her, it's scary, but I just like being around you and kissing you and listening to all the pretty things you say to me. You really know how to stroke my ego and make me purr. That's all.