i'm tired, i might just stop eating for a while, i'm super thirsty though. it's so nice out and i wanna do something. i miss you. i like you. i wish you were here. fuck off. i prefer being alone in dark places. i'm over summer already, the flowers are all so pretty though. i might go pick some. i actually can't wait for fall and halloween. i'm always waiting for the end of the year. purchased some new books, i'm obsessed. i can't stop thinking about drugs. might go make some tea or coffee, and might just let it sit there and get cold, might read a little, might sleep, might watch fight club, might not do anything, who cares.