I keep having dreams about Devils. They're all woman.

Currently: Looking around my room realizing how filthy it is and how I need to clean it but don't want to. I need to take out all my shoes and clothes out of my trunk and hang them up but I don't want to. I left my ID and debit card at work and had a million things to do today so now I have to grab it at work tomorrow to do all these things. I need to schedule an appointment to get new contacts but don't really wanna go alone. I'm sorta kinda starting to admit to myself that I like this guy but he's currently and probably forever will be unavailable, so I find ways to bash him in my head to make myself not like him. Maybe I just need to get layed or something. I can't quite figure out if I'm just horny or alone, probably even both. I've realized that I don't really care about some things anymore, but then I realize that I really do care about them but I'm too lazy to fully care about them. I think this part of my life is called Spring Cleaning: Physically and Emotionally. I have a million things to do, I'm late for all of them.