Run Mad.

Finally got that 2 week pass at the gym, it feels good to be working my ass off again :) I'm hoping I see some results soon! But now I'm just terribly exhausted and I can't find it in me to rest. Gotta be at work tomorrow morning though, ah well. I went and got some canvases from the craft store today, I've been in this intense mood to make some art lately and I need to stop ignoring that hunger. I can't wait for payday so I can get a few more things! I'm real excited though, already got a few ideas :)! I also wanted to buy a few house plants, maybe some succulents and some cafe lights for the back patio but I'm broke as fuck as usual. Been meaning to write my brother, read more, clean my room and my car out, and pay off that fee I owe to collections so that I can get my Library card back but haven't really found the motivation for that either. Just haven't been getting into anything lately, just been so ill with being a slob or whatever. Suffice to say, I'm over this Winter weather that just decides to linger after Fall. I need beautiful blue skied days and happy sunlight. Anyway, I think I'll try and get some sleep..

p.s. got a few more hours at work so hopefully i get some fatty paychecks, although i now currently work 6 days a week :| not the way i'd hope this would turn out to be like. i just wish a certain someone would have just gotten a certain position so that i would have just gotten more hours. i'm praying she just gets promoted, or like, fired, or something. blah. blah. blah. good night. x