Happy taste buds.

Lunchtime.

You would have loved it here tonight;

It’s currently 12:30am and I’m pinning colors and things on my walls. I’m wide awake, delirious, hungry, thirsty, and alone but I like it this way. I’m sort of back in this IDon’tGiveAFuck state. I have to be up in 4 hours for a 9 hour work day. It’s going to be a long tough week but I’m more then excited and nervous at the same time.
Ending February with an exhaustive bang! Can’t wait for March!

Orange love.

Run Mad.

Finally got that 2 week pass at the gym, it feels good to be working my ass off again :) I'm hoping I see some results soon! But now I'm just terribly exhausted and I can't find it in me to rest. Gotta be at work tomorrow morning though, ah well. I went and got some canvases from the craft store today, I've been in this intense mood to make some art lately and I need to stop ignoring that hunger. I can't wait for payday so I can get a few more things! I'm real excited though, already got a few ideas :)! I also wanted to buy a few house plants, maybe some succulents and some cafe lights for the back patio but I'm broke as fuck as usual. Been meaning to write my brother, read more, clean my room and my car out, and pay off that fee I owe to collections so that I can get my Library card back but haven't really found the motivation for that either. Just haven't been getting into anything lately, just been so ill with being a slob or whatever. Suffice to say, I'm over this Winter weather that just decides to linger after Fall. I need beautiful blue skied days and happy sunlight. Anyway, I think I'll try and get some sleep..

p.s. got a few more hours at work so hopefully i get some fatty paychecks, although i now currently work 6 days a week :| not the way i'd hope this would turn out to be like. i just wish a certain someone would have just gotten a certain position so that i would have just gotten more hours. i'm praying she just gets promoted, or like, fired, or something. blah. blah. blah. good night. x

I'm quite positive that I've become obsessed with succulents!

Things I'm excited for,

Getting a gym membership

Yoga!

Getting more hours at the bank

Mo money, mo money

Decorating

Shopping

135!

Spring!!!

Spending more time with the girls!

February.

New York.

If they were gunna lose to anyone tonight I'm glad it was Adele, that babe! They're still the apple of my eye regardless..

<3<3<3

Lost his kitty friend today, been down & sleeping all day :(

Proud Mama Bear!

North Carolina.

"Because I WIN!"

 

January.

February 2, 2012

Everything makes me cry lately. No one really understands how much I miss everything and how much I wish things were different all at the same time. I'm such a destructive human being and now it's whatever. No one ever said that striving for perfection kills you, or maybe I just wasn't paying attention.

I am a maniac, I am the ghoul.

It's currently 7am and I'm just now plopping into bed. I'm so grateful I have the day off today. I'm going to spend it how I like: sleeping in, running a few errands and doing a whole lotta nothing. Although there are a few things here and there I'd like to arrange around the house. I swear my OCD is progressively getting worse. I don't know though, Ive just been really in the mood to eliminate a lot of shit unnecessary. Im just hoping my fickle mind doesn't kick in soon asking me what the fuck I'm doing...Sigh. Whelp, Goodnight, catch ya on the flip side yo xx!