Growing.

#Hangover Tea

I cannot be held accountable for my actions tonight.

Fantastic.

Hood Life.

Well this is awkward.

What my 5PM appointment looks like.

Presently;

I'm tired, but I wanna redecorate my room and clean. I may end up brewing some tea and taking Pdawg for a walk. I got nothing new to say except I got a new car :) I need to see my best friend, and go for a drive. Also, I miss you shit loads and I can't even stand it. It might be an early night folks, but I have too much on my mind so I'm afraid I'll never find sleep. We'll see...
xx
p.s. i wish i could go back to november.

Tunes:

Hungry Ghosts | I Don't Think About You Anymore But, I Don't Think About You Any Less

NeverShoutNever! | I Love You 5

Hey Geronimo | Why Don't We Do Something

My Chemical Romance | Mama

NeverShoutNever! | California

White Town | Your Woman

Portugal. The Man | People Say

Primitive Radio Gods | Standing Outside A Broken Phone Booth With Money In My Hand

The National | Slow Show

NeverShoutNever! | Can't Stand It

Depeche Mode | Policy of Truth

Ray Charles |  Every time We Say Goodbye

Eagle-Eye Cherry | Save Tonight

Dazz Band | Let It Whip

Blackbird Blackbird | Letting Go

Old Crow Medicine Show | Take Em Away

The Allman Brothers | Ramblin Man

Lynyrd Skynyrd | Sweet Home Alabama

The Rolling Stones | It's Just A Shot Away

Lynyrd Skynyrd | Free Bird

Mumford & Sons | Home

The Fray | Heartbeat

Pink Floyd | Wish You Were Here

The Smiths | The Sound of The Smiths record

The Maccabees | Colour It In record

New love boat.

See God;

It's a match.

Fighting the urge to sit in my room, drop acid, and paint. Feeling a strong need to get all psychedelic and otherworldly and shit…and cry…I feel a strong need to cry.

I might’ve gone mad.

Well done.

     I find it quite amusing when I tell people where I live and they’re immediately like, “Damn, why so far?!” Like I live in bum fucked Egypt or some shit! I mean it’s only a 30 minute drive from town and you act like it’ll be the end of the world to come see me, or say shit like, “We never get to hang out, I hate that you live so far.” Well you know what, when I finally move, I don’t wanna hear shit from you! Because if you couldn’t handle 30 minutes then what makes you think you can handle two states down? Get off your ass or get out of my life…

FML, for real.

Chancla!

Happy Friday! I'm currently lounging in bed, my woman curses are a bit staticky and I'm wishing I could rip out my ovaries and throw them at every man alive! :( Anyway, I have too much to do today and I'm pretty sure I need a second cup of coffee. It's been so nice lately and I love it, considering we're expecting snow the next couple of days! Hopefully we get some in, I have a four day weekend and I've been waiting for some Winter lovin! Puff and I went on a little morning walk and it was nice to finally get out of the house to get some fresh air, seems I've been indoors a lot lately. I think little Pearlie enjoyed it as well :) Though I could tell as we were getting closer to the house she was straggling a little, the little woman! She does seem to be more energetic though which is nice to finally see! I took her in to a new clinic which I like so much better, so St. Francis can fuck off! Her appetite is getting a lot better and she, slowly but surely, looks like she's gaining bits of weight. I finally sold my car and am now driving the new Escape! I'm seriously considering trading it in for something with better gas mileage but with the same amount of luxury and, of course, an extreme price cut on the monthly payment!! Not okay! I've been thinking of a way to save money for California, and pay bills, but that car will be the death of me if I don't do something about it! Also, I have to return the books I borrowed from the Library, seems I've had them too long and now I have to pay fees and shit! Also not okay! Everyone seems to want to take my money. What the fuck do I look like?! A bank!? (No pun intended.) Anyways, fuck off! I gotta get off my ass and get ready for the day :) xx

We're avid coffee drinkers.

Mo'nin neighborhood walk with Puff :)

Well, good mornin :)

Pasión.

Full Moon.

I'm in my bed with my head so full of questions. And every time I hear that train, I wanna pick up my belongings and jump the track. All I do is dream of never coming back but this bed has got me pinned to this ground and this home.

Puff is too skinny :(

I keep rearranging everything, cleaning, throwing things away. I'm just tired of seeing the same old shit. And I cry because it's home, and I cry because it's memories, and I cry because these things have a hold of me and have me pinned down to a place I no longer wanna be anymore. They say, "Home is where the heart is." Well my heart is out there, wandering around with you. They also say, "You'll never appreciate what you have until it's gone." I'm just terribly ungrateful and wanting more at the same time. It's a rather horrid place to be right now and I need to either change my attitude or change my circumstance.

I'm such a freak to have this above my head where I sleep...

<3

#3

I'll draw staves on my arms. You can fill them in with our love.

I pray we'll find each other in the near future. We have great potential. I'm being patient, so please be patient. Please wait for me. Please know in your heart that there is something better.

#2

When everyone's looking at me
i'll be looking at you;
I can't wait till then.

After the vet!

baby love truffle <3

last photo of my car, like ever.

First actual bath I've taken in years, relaxing and listening to Griffin House <3

Happy Birthday's & I Love You's!

I wanna love somebunny like you ;)

My dad reading a story about a serial killer. That's where I get it from...

Song Of The Night:

Be Here Now.