Love is not a victory march; It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah.
I've had the weekend off and I'm just going to say it wasn't long enough. So since I work at 5:30 today, I decided to wake up early this morning to spend some more time alone. I'm currently drinking herbal life energy tea which I haven't had in quite a while and listening to Will Anderson's cover of Leonard Cohen's Hallelujah. It's one of my favorite songs and he does possibly the best version of it :) I've decided to get a verse tattooed which is: Love is not a victory march; It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah. I love that <3
I haven't been updating about anything lately because I've mostly just been working and nothing in my life is particularly interesting ! Sad but true. I keep telling myself that I want to get out there and enjoy my life but every time I do I lose sleep and I start to look tired and just want to catch up on sleep. Maybe after I get a little more comfortable with working again then I'll start to pick up on my life. As of right now I'm just a little sleepy.
I've decided that I want to lose 10 pounds by Halloween. I want to wear a cute costume this year, but I'm not exactly sure of what yet :) Ugh I'm so damn excited I could burst. I just wish I was paid quite a bit more so that I could start decorating for fall !! And I need to help my dad with my hospital bills. It seems I'm working a lot harder then what I've gotten paid it's starting to bum me out. :( I thought working at Pier 1 was going to be nothing but awesome but every time I go in, I get so damn nervous !! I hate that !! I am grateful that I at least have some income. None at all would be horrible and I would still be praying to have a job so I guess I need to knock it off and be thankful!!
I wish I could just be happy. I've been somewhat sad lately and I'm sick of it. I guess I could blame my laziness and my weight gain is really getting to me. Don't become a victim, if you want something done, go for it. Dont' wait for it to magically appear, JUST DO IT. I think I will get started on a list of everything I want to get done :) xx
I haven't been updating about anything lately because I've mostly just been working and nothing in my life is particularly interesting ! Sad but true. I keep telling myself that I want to get out there and enjoy my life but every time I do I lose sleep and I start to look tired and just want to catch up on sleep. Maybe after I get a little more comfortable with working again then I'll start to pick up on my life. As of right now I'm just a little sleepy.
I've decided that I want to lose 10 pounds by Halloween. I want to wear a cute costume this year, but I'm not exactly sure of what yet :) Ugh I'm so damn excited I could burst. I just wish I was paid quite a bit more so that I could start decorating for fall !! And I need to help my dad with my hospital bills. It seems I'm working a lot harder then what I've gotten paid it's starting to bum me out. :( I thought working at Pier 1 was going to be nothing but awesome but every time I go in, I get so damn nervous !! I hate that !! I am grateful that I at least have some income. None at all would be horrible and I would still be praying to have a job so I guess I need to knock it off and be thankful!!
I wish I could just be happy. I've been somewhat sad lately and I'm sick of it. I guess I could blame my laziness and my weight gain is really getting to me. Don't become a victim, if you want something done, go for it. Dont' wait for it to magically appear, JUST DO IT. I think I will get started on a list of everything I want to get done :) xx
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