I wake to see the world go wild....

I currently want to destroy everything and start a new, but I can't. My nostalgia takes full control and I become so indecisive with my actions. It's so annoying. When I think about it though, it means nothing. Give it 10 minutes though, and it means the world. I hate that. I wish I could just stick to one thing. My life is so chaotic and it's driving me psychotic. I just. want. to destroy. everything.

On a happier note: I got the job at Pier 1. I only got less then 20 hours so more then likely a 1 day a week shift which is nothing. She ended up going with the other two candidates which makes me feel like complete shit. Whatever. It's better then nothing I assume.

Currently: Life could be so much better.