Taking my bee bee to the vet today, she’s been super sick lately..I’m really hoping she’s okay. For the majority of her life, she’s always been sick, but she’s always been a fighter. But now she’s getting old, and I honestly don’t know how much longer she’ll have. I usually don’t cry about things, but when it comes to her, I’ve been crying all morning. I’ve had her for literally half my life and I’m not ready for her to be gone yet. And I’ll always have this great feeling of remorse because I know I could have treated her soo much better.

I’m praying for another miracle, even though I don’t deserve one.