So I'm planning on taking my crush out to see a movie. Of course not by myself, he doesn't even know I see him like that yet. So I'm going with Danny and her crush and some of our other friends. And if he doesn't show up for some reason, then I'm gunna be totally pissed! I haven't seen him in what seems like 50,000 years and I need to SEE him! I'm just bouncing the ball back in forth on whether I wanna pursue someone who is completely unavailable right now. Liking someone who is NEVER around gets really old fast! I just wish I could call him without making it seem like I'm desperate as fuck. But this is where I'm standing with my life right now, I'm just on the fence...I'm young, I should be having fun, not be sprung up on some guy. But I keep telling myself that if I don't give it a shot, I'll never know what will happen...UGH. I guess I just need to be patient, which isn't one of my strong points. I really don't know what to do...