Day 12 — Whatever tickles your fancy

I feel sort of high right now. This is suppose to be day 12 but I’ve been slackin..Whatever.

Well it’s 2:30 AM and I have class in the morning and I should be sleeping, but I’m not. I just got back from a midnight drive. Tonight was one of those nights. Where there was absolutely nothing to do, but you just find something to do anyways. Fun. So danny and I decided that instead of LA..Seattle. We’d be so close to home, and our family and that’s all the really matters to us right now. The whole LA thing is little overrated and I, quite frankly, feel homesick when I think of it. I feel like Seattle is just callin my name, and I’m happy with our decision. When I think of Seattle, I think of home and family and friends and the water. And of course the aquariums, clam chowder, shows, pike’s place, streets, buildings. Everything I want my life to consist of.

LA..Good bye.

Well I’m excited for Summer to be comin up. The air is getting warmer at night and I’m so excited. I can’t wait for summer drives, walkin barefoot, books, beach bon fires, camping, friends, family, being 21, bars.

 Ridin bikes...

Findin a Summer romance...

Beach Trips...

& Nature walks...

I only have one more month of school left. I turned in all my damn homework for my exploration class. 51 pages of shit shit shit. JK. I actually learned a lot. But I was a train wreck for about 2 weeks. Now I’m just waitin to find out my results and if I graduate or not :/ I’m hoping with fingers crossed. I feel I’m in this transition right now, but everything is definitely lookin up :)

I’ve been seeing my ex boyfriend and his girlfriend a lot, which is pretty much bullshit. I’m tired of him being in town. He needs to head back home to California. No one wants you here, nor likes you. Keep drinking you’re life away, you complete waste of life. Traded in my skin for cheap sex and tattoos. How does it feel to be an entire wreck and have a psycho bitch for a girlfriend? We all think you’re a joke, shove your hope where it don’t shine. Also, stop calling me and my friends late at night and leaving messages. Queer.