Just a little dedication to someone…

Even though we talk every single day of our lives and see eachother atleast 100 times a day I just want to tell you that I love you and I honestly dont know were I would be without you right by my side. I dont want to know were I would be or who I would be. You and I have both gone through so much and its amazing how far that we have come from when we first met eachother. It sounds like this is to a boyfriend but its not haha this is actually do my bestfriend and she knows who she is. I was sitting here thinking about all the good times that we have had and all of the good summers we spent together. AHHHH i miss it so much dude. I miss being young and stupid. All the nights that we spent with old friends driving around doing nothing but it felt like so much. Talking for hours about all the boys we “loved” lol and all the girls we didn’t like. some things just never change haha. going on our late night walks by the water to talk about life and were we think we would be in a few years. Going to all the parties and and sitting outside in my driveway talking about love and life and aliens lol. We had our dumb moments. Well we still have those moments. When we tried to sneek out of my house haha and when you fell in the ditch hahahaha im sorry but that shit is still funny. I know you just laughed at that! Eveything was PERFECT. The part that I do regret was us drifting apart from eachother for a while. I hate to think about that. I know that you needed me and I will never forgive myself for not being there for you. Even now just thinking about it hurts. I wish that I could of taken that back but in the time that we were not talking we both learned so much. Made a lot of mistakes and grew from them. For 2 girls who never went to school we sure know a lot haha. I cant believe how far we have come. Im glad that we can be here for eachother now. I will always be here for you even if we fight and shit. I promise. I just want this summer to be unforgetable. I want to fuck up and get introuble. I want to stay up late and talk about boys that we “love” and girls we hate lol. I want to go for drives and sing and i wanna go to wintler and talk about life and think about were we will be in a few years. We may not be 16 years old anymore but that doesnt mean we cant be the way we were.
I just want you to know that no matter what you do in life I will always support you and be here for you. I want you to succeed and I want you to be happy. I want you to dream big and do big things. I dont ever want you to give up on yourself and I dont want you to ever think that your not good enough because your a beautiful person and your smart and I know that when you set your mind to something you do it! Dont let anyone tell you cant do anything because there just dumb FUCKS who need to shut there mouths haha. You dont give yourself enough credit. I wish you could see what everyone else see’s in you. Your my bestfriend Bianca and I mean that! I will never turn my back on you EVER. I will never let you fail. I love you boo boo.
p.s.
if you ever move away from me again ill find you and slit your fucking throat! love you.

Posted on Sunday, March 7, 2010 via (BIRDIEINWONDERLAND)