If its proper not to speak, not have a drink, say anything then i'd pour it out i'd drink it down and tell the world we are running this town

slowly. slowly but definitely surely i'm learning about myself. every single day, every single minute, seconds even. i change every 5 seconds yeah, but i'm looking up to the sky and giving it up. i can't change into someone i'm not. i can't force myself into a category i'm not meant to be in. you can't fit a star into a square..keep pushing and pushing and trying and cursing..it's not gonna happen. i'm learning to live with this. as much as i'd like to think i'm unhappy, i'm content. i'm learning to trust God more and i'm trying to understand what He's planning for me. Right now i believe he wants me to focus on, well, me. and being patient. He's opening so many more doors for me, i just haven't walked through them yet. He's opening my heart, my soul and mind to so many ideas and he keeps me purely motivated. Sometimes things seem unbearable but in the end, when it's all said and done, i know it will be worth that roller coaster ride. :)
I'm learning so much about myself slowly...slowly but surely.