Secret #8361.)

Lately you've been on my mind constantly. Something inside of myself is telling me to hold on, and honestly I thought I had already let go of you long ago. I told myself; why keep holding onto this idea that may only play out right in my head? Why do something that may only end up hurting me? But honestly, I miss you and for the first time in my life I'm willing to take that risk.

i hate admitting this to myself….