"You didn't want to save me...

You set our house on fire to watch it burn. How could you just leave me?You broke my heart. You promised me the moon and stars. I fell for your dreams, i fell for your lies. There was no other way, because you know i tried. And i knew you could never love me. I had so much sorrow inside that you could never reach. But can i still keep a place in your heart?"

i developed a broad view on things tonight. i'm thrilled that i'm starting to find new baggage and becoming very intoxicated by them. i once thought to myself that i missed the old bianca and that i wanted to find myself again. so when i started working on that i realized that 'myself' was gone, and i was uninterested in her. i grew up. taking that in, i became super happy. i'm content because i'm in that beginning stage of actually moving on with my life. i'm driven now and i'm noticing that there is hope for once. i have sooo much to look forward too. it's obvious that i'm gonna break a sweat doing it all, especially at once, but im sooo fucking ready. nothing can stop me but devine intervention so bring it skanks...

"This union, a battle fought and lost. This union was not about the cause. This union was never about love."