How did I get so lucky? I'm serious. I'll probably won't ever be able to forgive myself for what happened that night. Some people should just not be in my life, and he's one of them.

You have this affect on me, and I'm so lucky to have you in my life. You deserve to be happy and to be with someone who you can trust and I hope that you can with me. You're patient and understanding and so good to me and I just don't know how I got so lucky. None of this probably makes sense, I'm just glad I met you is all.

A personal fuck you to you sir.

I need to realize who my true friends are and be done with it. For someone who said I was their best friend, you really put me in a shit position and I’m starting to resent you for it. I thought you were trying to help me but you were only trying to hurt me. And you’re mentally retarded if you think I’m gonna sit back and not say anything. You took advantage of me, what you did was wrong and I’m the one that has to suffer the consequences of your actions. You may be comfortable with all the shit you’ve committed, I won’t speak of your misdoings, but your values are shot buddy. I value my relationships and my karma and my conscience. I won’t be like you. Fuck off dude.

Snoozy & cuddly after Kyle leaves for work! Zzz's ♥

B+K!

This is twice now.

I can’t keep doing this to you. I can’t let myself repeat my history. I need to get it together and figure out that I don’t want to hurt you. This is it. I’m done.

I'm a happy girl.

Because it’s Saturday and I get to cuddle the poop out of my handsome man tonight!

Gardens & Villa | Orange Blossom
Lord Huron | Time To Run
Chromeo | Night By Night
Zulu Winter | We Should Be Swimming
Friendly Fires | Skeleton Boy
Grimes | Genesis
Charli XCX | Nuclear Seasons
The Rapture | How Deep Is Your Love?
SBTRKT | Wildfire (feat. Little Dragon)
Beat Connection | The Palace Garden, 4 AM
Crystal Castles | Not In Love
Caveman | December 28th

Complete love of my life!

Awesome gift from Omar & Leah! It's a piggy bank!

I'm gonna die my hair red,
get a stupid piercing somewhere
and a fucking tattoo;

because I actually can now.

I'm tired of being trapped and doing shit for others that do not bring me joy or let me express myself anymore. I really want to self develop myself this year and it's a really slow start so far but I have a feeling 2013 is going to be really good to me :-) Or at least that's what I'm counting on.

Luke Lalonde | Undone

I'm really lucky to have a boy with such great taste in music. i'm serious. agghh.

The Lumineers | The Dead Sea

Oh, I need somebody, I needed someone I could trust

I don't gamble, but if I did I would bet on us

Like the Dead Sea

You told me I was like the Dead Sea

You'll never sink when you are with me

Oh Lord, like the Dead Sea

Whoa, I'm like the Dead Sea

The finest words you ever said to me

Honey can't you see,

I was born to be, be your Dead Sea

..I've been down, I've been defeated

You're the message I was heeding

Would you stay, Would you stay the night?

IF YOU DON’T LOVE WHAT YOU DO, THEN WHY DO IT? 

- Jean-Ralphio, Parks & Recreation

Blind Pilot | 3 Rounds and a Sound

I was swimming, my eyes were dark till you woke me and told me that, "Opening is just the start." 

It was.

First thing she does when I sit down.

13 New Year's Resolutions:

Last year I made a list and I completely forgot what I wrote down but I figured I'd make a new list for this year and, you know, just see what kind of shit happens.

1. Read more books
2. Join a gym
3. Find a new job & go back to school
4. Save money, seriously
5. Make more time for myself
6. Spend more time with my pup
7. Get out of town more
8. Make more time for my family
9. Take more photos
10. Get more sleep
11. Learn to fall and give someone my heart
12. Get a kitten, a rat, and snake.
13. Just do and be more I guess