Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
"I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege, the overwhelming preciousness, and surpassing worth, and supreme advantage of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord and of progressively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him. For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish in order that I may gain Christ."
PHIL.3:8
—I need to become acquainted with God again. I’ve become so wrapped up in everything else, that I’m now the furthest I’ve ever been away from Him..and to put it lightly…I’m fucking scared shitless - As I should be.
Monday, April 19, 2010
Forget your name - Forget your fear.
Went out to the lake today, livin all in the moment. I felt like I was becoming one with nature again. I used to be a wild child. I'm wondering if forcing myself to love everything is the way to go about things...some pics from todays walk...
Forget your name - Forget your fear.
I'm thinking about getting this tattooed on my wrists like bracelets. I think as of right now I feel like everyone in the world is trying to figure everything out and figure themselves out, including myself. I think it's all a little bit over rated and I'm sick of it. Sometimes I envy children because they live in the moment. There is no past, no future to worry about - they live in the moment. They breathe in the air and they have no care in world. I wanna be able to not know who I am and still love myself. I wanna be able to change my name everyday, become alias, become who I want to be for that very moment. Forget your name. I want to be able to lay in the dirt and bath in the filthy water without worrying about bugs or getting dirty. Whatever happened to my free spirit, whatever happened to not letting all my anxieties get the best of me and allowing myself to live in the moment? Forget your fear.
I'm just sick of this person that I am right now.
xx
Forget your name - Forget your fear.
I'm thinking about getting this tattooed on my wrists like bracelets. I think as of right now I feel like everyone in the world is trying to figure everything out and figure themselves out, including myself. I think it's all a little bit over rated and I'm sick of it. Sometimes I envy children because they live in the moment. There is no past, no future to worry about - they live in the moment. They breathe in the air and they have no care in world. I wanna be able to not know who I am and still love myself. I wanna be able to change my name everyday, become alias, become who I want to be for that very moment. Forget your name. I want to be able to lay in the dirt and bath in the filthy water without worrying about bugs or getting dirty. Whatever happened to my free spirit, whatever happened to not letting all my anxieties get the best of me and allowing myself to live in the moment? Forget your fear.
I'm just sick of this person that I am right now.
xx
Labels: dad, diary, klineline lake, pearlie, photos
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
What's in my purse at the moment.
Headband, hair ties, cherry chap stick, lighter, smokes, matches, change, sunglasses, makeup bag, peace bracelet, bobby pins, pens, rubber ducky, shania twin perfume, the last song movie stubs, ib's, hard drive, wallet, checkbook, ballet shoes, clear eyes, ralph lauren lotion, a walk to remember book, keys, dove deodorant
Sunday, April 11, 2010
This will by far be the best blog I've ever done!
I asked if the guy I dream about will be a good match for me?
…Then I asked again just to make sure…
…I then asked if I will ever open up my own business?
SO there you go. HAHA!
SO there you go. HAHA!
Labels: 6-5-6, diary, fate will takes it's place
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Happy Birthday Des!
Today was my nieces birthday! So sad I couldn’t be there but they sent me some pics! She’s getting so big! I miss that girl! Love you Destiny!
Labels: destiny ponce, happy birthday, photos
Friday, April 2, 2010
Little Mel picking out Easter dresses. This toss up wasn’t her final pick but she looks adorable either way :)
LOVE YOU MEL
Labels: Easter, little mel, photos