More To Come.

save me for this moment. when i can finally feel alive. when i can finally feel. jupiter radiating in my veins. pouring out my soul to the constellations. Pouring pale precipitation on the black asphalt. Where i can look up to the heavens and smile because i know you. because you saved me. i can lay limbs spread throughout the field. mountains move for you. blue clouds fall for you. lost in this image, feeling drunk, but it's different now. i wont feel so cold, alone, or dead. concrete angels by my side. because you saved me.

Teeter tots & Coffee pots.

Our love was like a teeter tot. You were high, but I was higher.
Our hate was like this coffee pot, I was hot, but you were hotter.
So lets crash these cars to wake me up...
My selfishness will interrupt your love for her.
Now just pass the liqueur, I'll fill up my cup.

Happy V Day!

Miroki, my new kitty.

Paper Mache.

They say love comes and goes and loves grows slow and I dont even know why and how I ran and fell so hard for you. and I dont know what I'm gonna do. Somehow I gotta come through and show you that I'm that kind of love for you. The kind that doesn't know where this is gonna go. That kind that meets up at your show. So I'll take this stress and you'll love my dress and we'll laugh screw the rest. but we wont know if we don't try ♥

Lets Play Tummy Sticks!!

i woke up today at 1:00 pm, yeah that's right. i was really groggy and tired. I drank some herbal tea, and tried to snap out of it. i spent some time with both my nieces. Later I had the urge to see a movie. So i went out to apple bee's with my sister and then went to see Paul Blart Mall Cop. Cute movie.

Todd cleary was in it. haha

well i got tomorrow off, so idk what i'm gonna do. but i'm gonna smoke, call the bf and then go to bed. love.

I've Had My Heart Under Control...

All I do is sit and wait. And I might as well write the words right on my face.

so yahh its currently 7:07 AM. yes AM. i'm talking to me niece as she's getting ready for school. she has a field trip today..that should be tight, considering she's sick and its raining outside. lol but so i havent slept since forever. but its whatever. i dont have to work today so i'll just sleep in, i guess. laaaame. in the next two weeks, i'm gonna have a butt load on my plate. so if thats the reason why i havent slept, then i'll take it. yahh, its no excuse, i need sleep. butt ugh. idk haha. i wish danny was awake so we can talk about this crap. lol and i wish it wasn't so late/or too early to smoke, but thats the sad truth. umm i'm gonna go to bed now. night. or morning. idk.
p.s. i like afternoon delights (a.k.a. txts) : D make it happen....


currently listening too: Parachute

"Are you having a good time sweetheart?"

1989. She’s 19 and she doesn’t know what she’s doing with her life :| ..This girl’s a mess you can sell.. She ignores those who adore her, adores those who ignore her, loves those who hurt her and hurts those who love her… Aint it ironic… :) She mostly copies other people, although she knows what she wants. So..she gets what she wants and she breaks what she gets, get out while you can or she’ll tear you to pieces ..Girl’s a straight up hustler..